impression.
Thursday, April 26
Wednesday, April 25
Monday, April 23
Friday, April 20
Wednesday, April 18
polyamory.
polyamory (from poly=multiple + amor=love)
is the desire, practice, or acceptance of having more than one loving, intimate relationship at a time with the full knowledge and consent of everyone involved.
Polyamorous perspectives differ from monogamous perspectives, in that they respect a partner's wish to have second or further meaningful relationships and to accommodate these alongside their existing relationships.
The term polyamory is sometimes abbreviated to poly, especially as a form of self-description, and is sometimes described as consensual and/or responsible non-monogamy.
Polyamory is usually taken as a description of a lifestyle or relational choice and philosophy, rather than of individuals' actual relationship status at a given moment. There is a certain fluidity in its definition, to accommodate the different shades of meaning which might be covered.
Polyamorous relationships are themselves varied, reflecting the choices and philosophies of the individuals concerned.
Polyamory is distinct from polygamy, being closer to a personal outlook than a predefined bonding system. It is grounded in such concepts as choice, trust, equality of freewill, and the more novel idea of compersion, rather than in cultural or religious tradition.
[ just so we are all clear]
Sunday, April 15
Thursday, April 12
breastfeeding.
what is the boundry line of interpreted signifance of breastfeeding. why is it ok to breastfeed children that are clearly over the age of needing breast milk.
this woman on this video implies that she doesnt want to "deprive" her children of something so natural. the only thing natural about breastmilk is our childrens need for it...to survive.
it's like cows. we drink cows breastmilk MEANT FOR BABY COWS> not humans.
hey wait. this woman has point. if we are going ot drink milk we should drink our own. but i'm sure she is not progressively intelligent enough not to drink milk from other animals also.
so. in that case. i think she is fucking her kids up royaly and i wish i could see their pycho-sexual manifestion of boundries.
Friday, April 6
she wrote a song for me.
you are the gap in space where a heart has no pulse.
you remind me of the black between birth and death,
it's all the same thing.
somewhere between created and creating.
living in some mystical land ....
in the middle of what's seen and what is unseen.
and it's all the same thing
somewhere screaming between derailed and derailing.
you make my insides bloated....swelling with minus ten fingers
and minus ten toes. ...................................
but my hair is sprouting heartbeats by the minute.....
now if you could just get in it.....
i could pretend that sac could fit with us inside it.
in the slot that holds the lack of what's beside it...
because it's all the same thing..
what is seen and unseen
we can live between forgiveness and forgiving.
song writer: E.M.
you remind me of the black between birth and death,
it's all the same thing.
somewhere between created and creating.
living in some mystical land ....
in the middle of what's seen and what is unseen.
and it's all the same thing
somewhere screaming between derailed and derailing.
you make my insides bloated....swelling with minus ten fingers
and minus ten toes. ...................................
but my hair is sprouting heartbeats by the minute.....
now if you could just get in it.....
i could pretend that sac could fit with us inside it.
in the slot that holds the lack of what's beside it...
because it's all the same thing..
what is seen and unseen
we can live between forgiveness and forgiving.
song writer: E.M.
Thursday, April 5
wednesday april 4.
bad camera phone pictures.
making out.
trannies.
far too many fags.
515am- got home
850am- woke up
10am- radio show test
1pm- class
5pm-therapy
6pm- lttr
Monday, April 2
porno script #1
i want your dick inside of me.
this statement is said 10 times by different woman in different tones.
the first image of porcelain penises in a line on the concrete. in an alley. this shot is done while "i want your dick inside of me" is being said.
shot of a bed. with a woman laying in it. no head is shown. her body is moving seductively as she talks about my dick inside of her. how much she wants and how the desire is too strong. she sticks her fingers inside of herself....as she moves in the direction of the camera, as if she was trying to get closer to me, the cameraman whom she wants to be inside of her.
she fucks herself for 3 or so minutes. not orgasming.
she begs me to be inside of her.
after engaging in conversation with her about this idea. i put the camera on a tripod and lay next to her in bed. fully clothed. still her head is not shown.
i stick my hand inside of her and fist her.
she begs for my dick.
my clothes come off and i strap on and fuck her.
as i am fucking her the shot is of our bodies and still not her head.
she continues to talk about my dick inside of her. in a tortured needy way.
before her climax she talks about me cumming inside of her.
our conversation about this becomes emotional and is depicted as a struggle.
after she cums i lay next to her for a second and then i get up and get the camera again.
the shot goes to me wacking off a flacid packy in my bed saying out loud "you want my hard dick inside of you???"
i orgasm and a shot of one of my hands inside my pussy and one on my flacid packy.
i roll over and show a womans body. still unidentified yet a different woman.
she says "i want your dick inside of me"
and i say. "it is"
this statement is said 10 times by different woman in different tones.
the first image of porcelain penises in a line on the concrete. in an alley. this shot is done while "i want your dick inside of me" is being said.
shot of a bed. with a woman laying in it. no head is shown. her body is moving seductively as she talks about my dick inside of her. how much she wants and how the desire is too strong. she sticks her fingers inside of herself....as she moves in the direction of the camera, as if she was trying to get closer to me, the cameraman whom she wants to be inside of her.
she fucks herself for 3 or so minutes. not orgasming.
she begs me to be inside of her.
after engaging in conversation with her about this idea. i put the camera on a tripod and lay next to her in bed. fully clothed. still her head is not shown.
i stick my hand inside of her and fist her.
she begs for my dick.
my clothes come off and i strap on and fuck her.
as i am fucking her the shot is of our bodies and still not her head.
she continues to talk about my dick inside of her. in a tortured needy way.
before her climax she talks about me cumming inside of her.
our conversation about this becomes emotional and is depicted as a struggle.
after she cums i lay next to her for a second and then i get up and get the camera again.
the shot goes to me wacking off a flacid packy in my bed saying out loud "you want my hard dick inside of you???"
i orgasm and a shot of one of my hands inside my pussy and one on my flacid packy.
i roll over and show a womans body. still unidentified yet a different woman.
she says "i want your dick inside of me"
and i say. "it is"
