day 17.

my friend, carson told me tonight that he has a lot of friends. a lot of boy friends and a lot of girl friends. but i am his only boy/girl friend.

i asked him what he thought of that. he said "it fine. you're just like any of my other friends, you're just older"

do you understand what that means "boy/girl" i asked. he says, "yeah. you're a girl and a boy"

no big deal. he then proceeds to ask me if i have any other boy friends other than him......


what would i do without my six year old friend, carson?

day 16.

stray cats.

day 14.

first weekend in forver where i have nothing to do. i am editing a film i am working on and starting my painting final.
grateful that nobody but me is home. wishing i had more food in the house. wondering where lindsey is on the drive home.

day 13.

spud found in the bottom of my veggie bowl.

day 12.

happy anti-turkey day.

family. vegan rice, potatoes, carrots/parsnips/chives/shallots, soupy green bean casserole.

day 11.

five words

* tie
* wool
* java
* memory
* structures


sleater-kinney-the woods-amazing album.

day 10.

survival.

day 9.

awoke.
airport=mallaney
levis store, karyn's cooked=lindsey

THE PICTURE= 1 year ago yesterday. lindsey and i in ann arbor

day 8.

day 7.

my days are not in order or rather not continuous.


five words for today....

*egyptian
*keyboard
*plaid
*blue
*space

day 6.

sunday.

lindsey.


nance khlem and her yeast colonies.

i have a ton of work for this week. actually more than i think i have phsyical time for.

day 5.

gus gus. augusta.

there is gang of stray cats that lives on our backporch. friday consisted of cat fights and errands.

day 4

unrequited.

day 3.

unsuccessful.


12:49am. not even one hour after it became wednesday. my car broke down....what i mean is it made a loud "culunk" noise and stop working...at the corner of seminary and school. just a mere 2 blocks away from our final destination...pick me up cafe.

1:59am. AAA calls and says the tow truck is at my car. we arrive at my car and the guy says i have to go with him. they will not take my car unless i am in the truck with him. my car is being towed to the dealership in northfield. 30 min. away. how am i and my friend kathleen going to get back?

3am. we arrive at the dealership to find a completely gated off entrance and no place to drop the dead car. i leave my car in a parking lot (behind) the dealership. with the car unlocked and the keys in it.

345am. the tow truck driver delivers us back home to our house.

730am. a call from my parents asking me what happened to my car. due to my previous message the night before....and dealership can not find my car. um....

4:05pm. the dealership still has not found my car.

day 2.

vote.
my intentions were to shoot today.


gravel.

"i heard the sound of your bike,
as your wheels hit the gravel,
then your engine in the driveway
cutting off
and i pushed through the screen door
and i stood out on the porch
thinking figh, fight, fight
at all costs,
but instead i let you in,
just like i've always done
and i sat you down and offered you a beer
and across the kitchen table
i fired several rounds,
but you were still sitting here
when the smoke cleared.
and you came crawling back
to say that you wanna
make good in the end'
and oh, oh,
let me count the ways
that i abhore you,
and you were never a good lay
and you were never a good friend
but, oh, oh, what else can i say...
i adore you"

instead i think i'm going to listen to ani difranco and pretend to be emo.

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five words for today:

*vote
*exploration
*heart
*archive
*minerals

day 1.

i had the motivation to start a blog. maybe a photo blog. i will post a new photo everyday. hmm. we'll see. it is monday. 1:35pm. i am at work.

law and order criminal intent is playing in my background right now.

5 words for the day so far:

* tooth fairy
* hope
* moods
* floridan
* crown